There's this feeling. The lonely quiet beneath the noise of every day. The gap between the life you're living and the one screaming to be let out. The performance of being fine in a world that's burning.
Nothing about that feeling is wrong. It's telling you something. And it's the natural outcome of everything you've been taught to build your life around.
I want to offer you something different. Not advice. Not "content". Not another space to perform wellness or pretend to be fine in. Something honest — about the sacred and the political and the personal, and why they're the same thing. About pleasure and grief and god. About what it actually costs to be alive right now, to be young in a world trying to outgrow itself, and what it might mean to live differently.
It's uncomfortable sometimes. It's supposed to be. But it's always honest.
If you feel this, you're exactly where you should be. Come in. ↓
Hey—I’m Pedro. On Sundays, I write to people who feel the gap and want to stop pretending it's not there. Consider it poetry, philosophy, spiritual counterculture. Nothing to sell. Lots to sit with.